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Wednesday, June 23rd 2010

7:30 AM

Sama-sama

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Sama-sama


Sa isang gilid ng kalye, may nakaupong babae na tumitingin sa madilim na ulap at pinaliliguan ng ulan. Sa bawat taong dumaraan, inaangat niya ang kaniyang kaliwang kamay at sinasabi ang mga salita, “Palimos po”.

Ang mga taong may dalang payong ay nagmamadali nang umuwi sa kani-kanilang tahanan. Buwan ng disyembre at araw ng pasko, kaya karamihan sa kanila ay may dalang hamon, Coca-cola, pancit canton, at iba pang mga inihahanda sa noche Buena. Naamoy ito ng babae habang dumaraan ang mga taong tila hindi nakakapansin sa kaniya. Ngunit may isang batang palaboy at namamalimos rin ay tumango sa babae at ibinigay ang kalahati sa kaniyang naipon.

“Salamat bata.” Sabi ng babae.

“Walang anuman. Kamusta naman ang iyong anak?” tanong ng bata. Napapansin na noon ng batang lalake na may sanggol ang babae.

“Mabuti naman, Sa wakas at mahimbing na ang tulog niya. Tumigil na siya sa ka-iiyak.” Sagot ng babae.

“Ganoon ba? Mabuti naman. Hindi ba kayo pupunta sa Center?” Tanong niya.

“Marahil ay hindi na. Siguradong puno na naman ang Center ngayon lalong-lalo na at umuulan.” Sagot ng babae.

“Pero, siguradong giginawin kayo rito.” Ang bigay niyang rason.

“Bahala na ang Diyos.” Muling sagot ng babaeng humihele sa sanggol.

Kumulog, tumakbo ang bata papunta sa Center, iniwan ang babae. Magkaraan ang ilang minuto, bumalik siya na may dalang kumot. Ibinigay niya ito sa nanginginig na mag-ina. Muli siyang umalis at natulog sa malamig na sahig.

Kinabukasan, namigay ang mga volunteers ng mga regalo. Nalaman ng bata na tanging ang mga nasa Center lamang ang bibigyan ng pamasko. Nang makuha na niya ang kaunting handog ng mga volunteers, pinuntahan niya ang mag-ina kung saan niya sila iniwan. Wala na ang mag-ina. Nagtanong siya sa ibang mga naroon.

“Nakita niyo po ba ang ale?” tanong niya sa bawat taong nakita niyang namamalimos din sa kung saan natulog ang mag-ina.

“Yung may bata kamo?” Paglilinaw ng isa.

“Opo.” Sagot ng bata. “Alam, niyo po ba kung saan sila?”

“Ah—sila nga ang iyong tinutukoy. Kagabi narito sila. Pero nagkasakit ang sanggol na karga-karga ng babae. Humingi siya ng tulong kaya isinugod namin sa ospital.” Sagot ng lalake.

“Saan po’ng ospital yun?”

“Yung malapit lang dito. Basta’t nakapasok siya eh okay lang kahit na sa ward sila pinatuloy.”

“Salamat po manong.” Sabi niya. “Walang anuman, bata.”

Pumunta ang bata sa ospital. Hinanap niya ang mag-ina sa loob ng ward kung saan may maraming mga pasyenteng nag-sisiksikan sa isang kama. Sobrang mabaho ang mga taong naroroon dahil karamihan sa kanila ay hindi pa napapaliguan.

Sa wakas ay nagkita na sila. “Kamusta ang bata?” tanong ng batang lalake.

“Maayos-ayos na ang pakiramdam. Ba’t ka nandito?” tanong ng ale.

“Dinalhan ko kayo ng pagkain.” Simpleng sagot niya.

“Salamat, hindi ka na sana nag-abala pa.”

“’Wag niyo nang isipin yun. Heto po.” Pagka-bigay ng bata sa babae, kinain agad ito ng babae. Marahil hindi pa siya kumakain simula kagabi.

“Anong pangalan pala ng bata?” Tanong ng batang lalake.

“Jose.” Sagot niya.

“Ah—pareho kami ng pangalan!”

“Talaga? Maganda kung ganoon. Jose.” Tiningnan niya ang kaniyang sanggol at hinagkan sa nuo. Dumating ang nurse na nagbabantay sa panahong iyon.

“Jose! Ikaw ba iyan?” Biglaang tanong ng nurse sa batang lalake. “Ako ito!”

“Ho?” Hindi naiintindihan ng bata.

“Ako ang ate mo! Hindi mo ba naaalala? Mabuti’t nagkita na tayo! Sa pagkahaba-haba ng panahon, heto ka na sa harapan ko.” Malambing na sabi ng dalagang nakasuot ng puti, hinahaplos ang madungis na si Jose.

“Ate?” Tanong niya. Hindi niya naisip na magkikita pa sila nito. Mag-iisang taon na rin mula noong tumigil na sa paghahanap si Jose sa kaniyang pamilya. Nahiwalay siya noong nagkaroon ng sunog sa isang mall kung saan nag-shopping ang kaniyang pamilya. “Ate Tess? Ikaw nga!” Yakap-yakap ang kaniyang ate.

“Oo. Ako nga ito. Tiyak na matutuwa si inay at itay. Kilala mo ba sila?” Tanong ng ate, tinutukoy ang mag-ina.

“Kaibigan ko po sila ate. Naghahanap po siya ng matitirahan.”

“Ah—talaga? Eh! Kung ganoon..eh sa atin muna sila titira. May libreng kwarto pa sa bahay.” Paanyaya ng ate.

“Naku miss. Huwag na lang. Nakakahiya naman sa inyo.” Sabi ng ina.

“Huwag na po ninyong alalahanin iyan. Para hindi kayo mahiya, isipin niyo na lang na tutulong kayo sa amin.”

“Sige ho. Ako ang maglilinis ng bahay ninyo at maglalaba ng mga damit.”

“Hindi. May gagawa na niyan. Ikaw ang personal na yaya ni Jose.” Sabi ng ate.

“Talaga ate?” Nginiting sabi ni Jose. “Ale, hindi ako magiging pasaway. Pramis ho yan!”

Nang gumaling na ang sanggol. Lumipat na ang mag-ina sa malaking bahay nila Jose at nanilbihan bilang yaya niya.

Ang ama, ina, at kapatid ni Jose, kasama ang mag-ina at siya ay ipinagdiwang ang bagong taon ng sama-sama. “Bagong buhay para sa aming lahat.” Ang nasa isip ni Jose habang pinapanood ang fireworks display.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

4:13 AM

Showered By the Stars Extra Chapter

1.       Extra Chapter


“Whoa. I still can’t believe we’re already graduates.” Ken said, putting his arm on Rena’s shoulder.

“You better believe it. Look at our diploma!” Rena said, leaning on Ken’s chest and showing the diploma.

“Uh-huh. It feels just like yesterday when we enrolled as first years.” I said, eating a slice of chocolate cake.

Kana chuckled. “Don’t repeat Konoe-kun’s words again, Mizuki-chan.”

I laughed. “Oops. Sorry. Well, it was a really great speech Eri-kun.”

“Thank you. But I couldn’t do it without your help guys. So, thank you.” Eri-kun said.

“And let’s have a toast for that!” Ryu-kun said, raising his glass.

We toasted.

“Ah! I just remembered, Ken-kun—you’ll go to Keio University?” Ran asked.

“Yes. I’ll be taking Engineering.” Ken said.

“Hmm—Have you found a place to stay yet?” Ryu asked.

“No. Not yet.” Ken said.

“Really? Then why not share a room with me. My roommate said he’ll transfer schools so he’ll be leaving the dorm.” Ryu said.

“Ah? Is that so? Let me consider it. I still have to talk about everything to my parents.” Ken said.

“Ah—by the way, Ren-chan—where will you study for College?” Jun asked. It seems that Kana told Jun to ask that question.

“Umm—I already took the entrance exam for Keio University and I passed.” Rena said.

“Oh? Congrats!” Jun said.

“Then you and Ken-kun will be together even in College, right?” Kana blurted out. Rena and Ken blushed.

“Eh? You’re both so red. What’s up with the two of you? Are you—“ Kana said.

Ken and Rena raised their holding hands. “We’re like this.”

Instinctively, Ran, Kana and I clapped our hands. The couple blushed.

“So, Ran, Ken, and Rena will go to Tokyo. Then Kana and Jun will both study in Juilliard. That’s great!” I said. They will be together with their special person.

“Eh? How about you?” Ran said.

“Ah! I won’t be going to College anymore.” Eri-kun said.

“Oh. That’s right. You already have your decree.” Ran said.

“Yes. So starting next month, I’ll be working in my grandfather’s company.” He said.

“Is that so? And Mizuki?” Jun asked.

“Eh? Me? Umm—I’ve already decided to study Nursing in Cambridge University.” I said.

“Cool! But, you won’t get to see each other often.” Kana said.

I just smiled. She’s right. I won’t be seeing Eri-kun who is supposed to be my fiancé. I don’t know what the future will bring us. We’re not really in any romantic relationship. We’re only tied by a single contract.

The conversations we had in the Cake Shop were like buzzing sounds in my ears. Even when we separated from the group, my mind hasn’t come back to reality, only when Eri-kun held my hand that I snapped out.

We were walking towards my house. We didn’t even bother to call for Chou to pick us up. We just walked while holding hands.

I wished that he’ll give me something as an assurance. Since the time that I confronted Takeshima, I started to look at Eri-kun a little differently. For me, he became more than just a friend. But, I dared not to confess to him. It’s like I was traumatized when I did that to Takeshima but he betrayed me in the end.

When we reached my house, I stood there with him still holding my hand. He leaned. I met his eyes. My heart thumped madly. He leaned closer until his lips were about to touch mine.

Is he going to kiss me? Is this the assurance I was asking for? Maybe he thinks of me more than just a friend.

I just stayed silent, our breathing in sync.

What’s taking him so long? Is he going to kiss me or what?

My confusion made me hard to breathe.

Then he kissed me, on the cheek.

I blushed.

I’m so ashamed at myself for expecting something more than that.

“What was that for?” I said, a little annoyed.

“I think I won’t get to see you much often. I’m sorry. This is what I can do for now. I don’t want to take any drastic actions.” He said.

Is that why he’s reserved? He’s also unsure of what’s going to happen to the both of us.

He kissed me again on my cheeks, forehead, tip of my nose, chin and sometimes, he looked as if he’d kiss my lips but didn’t in the end.

I like Eri-kun. No. I think and feel that I love him already. I don’t think I’ll be happy with not seeing him in College. I’m already used to having him by my side every day except at night.

If I won’t take initiative then maybe our relationship will remain stagnant. And with us separated on the future, we might grow estranged to one another.

I know I’m afraid to get hurt. I might become weak if that’ll happen. But I also know that I have to take risks for this to work. This time, I won’t give up on the person I love. I won’t undergo the same thing. I’ll say it out even if I get hurt in the end. At least I tried.

My heart beats fast.

I cupped his face. He looks stunned.

I tip-toed and kissed him gently on his lips. I met his eyes. He was blushing.

“Konoe Eri. My heart beats for only you.” I said, seriously. He blushed more.

He leaned. I kissed him again. He responded.

I may not know what’ll happen next but at least I felt a little bit confident. I hope that he’ll also feel the same way even if time passes by and that we’re separated by distance.

“Ahemm—Ahemm—“ Mom chortled.

I moved away from Eri-kun, blushing.

“Youngsters—“ Mom shook her head, smiling.

We laughed.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

3:05 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 48

48. My everything belongs to you


It was Eri-kun, the boy who became my inspiration after I was heartbroken from my first crush.

“Anyway, why are you crying?” he asked.

“Ah! No—it’s just—“ I stammered. How can I say that it’s because of my anxiety about our relationship? “Anyway how’s your grandfather?”

He looked sad for a moment. “He’s still in bed. He’s really weak. The doctors said he might just go in any day.”

“Really? I hope that he’ll get better.” If he does, this arrangement won’t be called off. Am I too selfish? I just wish him to recover just because of this purpose? Since when have I become this greedy?

“Uhn! I hope so too.” He said. We became quiet. It was a long silence. None of us said anything. I became uneasy.

“Mizuki.” He suddenly said.

“Yes?” I turned my head, facing him. His face was so close to mine. Our eyes met. His lips almost touching mine, I could almost feel his breath. He turned away.

“Sorry! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to—Gah!” he covered his face.

“Why are you apologizing?” I asked, teary-eyed.

“I just—“

“You don’t have to apologize. You didn’t do anything wrong.” I said.

“But!” He turned to face me. “So—it’s—okay?” I smiled.

He came closer, touching my face, lips and chin. He kissed me lightly. He looked at my eyes to see my reaction. I smiled. He kissed me again, passionately. I responded.

Wait! I have to settle this once and for all.

I pulled away.

“Ah! I’m sorry.” He suddenly said.

“No! It’s not that. It’s just—well, we’ll still—m-marry, right?” I said, blushing.

He looked shocked.

“Hey! Say something!” I said.

“Ah! Sorry. It just surprised me. Hey! Mizuki, you weren’t crying because of that, right?” he asked.

I felt ashamed. “Umm—yeah. I thought you’d want to break the contract.” I said, looking away.

He laughed.

“Hey! What’s that for?” I asked, feeling pissed.

“Pfft! You’re so silly. After all, why would I think of that? Alright! I guess it’s also my fault for not telling you.” He said.

“Tell me what?” I wondered.

“That since the time we spent together, the time when I realized you were the girl from my past and even when we’re separated, I keep on thinking of you.” He said, embracing me.

Did I just hear that right?

“Eh? So what exactly—“ I said.

“Geez—Mizuki! It’s really cheesy, you know!” he said, blushing. I stared at him.

“Ugh! Fine! I LOVE YOU ALRIGHT! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I MIGHT RUN OUT OF BREATH SAYING THESE WORDS INFINITELY.” He shouted. I blushed.

I couldn’t keep myself from laughing.

“Hey! Don’t laugh!” He said.

I continued to laugh. His embrace loosened. I stopped laughing. I grabbed his collar and kissed him passionately.

“You have to become Konoe Mizuki.” He said.

“Yes.” I said.

It was as if to make up for the times we haven’t kissed, we didn’t think of keeping away.

“Ah! Wait! Someone might come.” I said.

“Don’t worry, I locked it.” He said.

“Hey! The others have their own key for this.” I said.

“Oh? Then if that’s the case then I also brought my own key to the VIP room reserved for me in this floor.” He said.

“There is?” I asked. I didn’t know about that.

“Yes. It was part of the contract. Shall we go?” he said.

Ah? “Ah! W-wait! Let me down!” I said. He was carrying me. Geez—It’s like we’re a couple on our honeymoon. Eeep! Then—

He opened the door of the room and locked it, putting me on the bed gently.

“It’s fine, right?” His face looked worried.

“First time, too?” I whispered.

He blushed. We kissed.

Our clothes left disheveled on the floor. What we did was just the same as what I dreamt of when I ran away with Eri-kun once. But the only difference is that, I didn’t feel scared at all. I didn’t hate what we did. It might just be because I’m doing it with the person I love the most.

 

The End

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Friday, June 4th 2010

3:05 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 47

47. We meet again


It has been four years since I started living in Europe for my College course, Nursing. I decided to enroll for another course, Business Administration. I decided to study for it once I get back from my visit to Japan.

“Japan is still Japan.” I said to myself. I didn’t tell anybody except for my parents that I’d be coming home.

“Welcome back, Young Miss.” Chou greeted, bowing.

“I’m back.” I said, getting inside the car.

We drove towards the Minami Household main house.

It’s already been two years since my parents sold our old house and transferred here. My grandfather, Kyuusuke Minami passed away while I was in Europe.

I went to the altar to pay my respects.

“Grandfather—Grandmother—I’m back.” I said. Kyuusuke Minami is finally together with his dear wife, Yukari Tamine Minami.

I took a quick bath and called Ran and Kana.

“Hey! I’m back in Japan.” I said to them.

“Really? Then we should meet up.” Ran said.

“Ah! I know! How about the Cake Shop near our old school?” Kana said.

“Okay. Sure. What time?” I asked.

“An hour from now.” Ran said.

“’Kay.” We hung up. I quickly changed to my new clothes.

The three of us haven’t talked for awhile. It costs too much to make long-distance calls just to chat. And university life made us so busy for that.

When I finally saw them, old memories kept rushing back. The day we had our graduation ceremony, we celebrated it in this Cake shop. We also celebrated our birthdays here when we were on our last year in High School. It was a year that the three of us became greedy. We wanted to spend each time for the three of us to be together.

“So how’s it?” Ran asked.

“Great. I managed to become the top of the batch.” I said.

“You said you’ll study MN and Ph.D. How will you do that when you’ll take Business Administration as well.” She said.

“Ah! It’ll be alright. I can manage it. I’ll just have to take exams. How about the two of you?” I asked.

“Juilliard was great. It made me improve drastically and because of that it opened lots of new opportunities for me.” Kana said.

“Whoa. That’s great. I saw you on TV when I was in Europe. You got another award.” I said. “Congrats!”

“Tee-hee. Thanks. Did you see Jun as well? He also got an award for Best Actor.” She said, proudly.

“Yes. I did. Congratulate him for me.” I said.

“I will. We’ll see each other at home later on anyway.” She said. Huh?

“Huh? Why’s that? You’re both living together?” I asked.

“Ah? No. Not yet. Tee-hee. But he’s spending a lot of time at home talking to my dad. They both seem to get along well. We’re already planning to have an engagement party.” She said, blushing.

Ran and I looked at each other and laughed.

“That’s great. You should invite us!” Ran said.

“Of course! You know Ran, you’re laughing so much. You should tell something about yourself and Ryu.” Kana said.

“Eh? What is it? Tell me about it Ran.” I said, eagerly.

“Geez—alright. Alright. Ryu already proposed to me.” She said, blushing.

“Kyaaaaaa!” Kana and I screamed.

“So—so—what did you say to him?” I asked.

“Urk! What else? I agreed.”

“Kyaaaa!” Kana screamed. I chuckled.

“Hey! Stop it already. It’s embarrassing.”

“Oops—Sorry. I just couldn’t help it.” Kana said.

“Well, we were just waiting for me to finish Business Administration. Ryu  is already his company’s CEO, so there’s no more reason to wait.” Ran finally said.

I chuckled. “That’s great.”

“And you?” Ran said.

“Eh?”

“Why is it that you’re still Mizuki Minami? You were the first one to be engaged.” She said.

Ah! That—

I laughed dryly.

“I haven’t talked to him since grandfather passed away. And there’s also his grandfather being hospitalized. I guess it’s hard on him nowadays.” I said.

“He took over their company, right?” Kana said.

“Yes. Since there might not be a chance of his grandfather recovering.” I said.

“So, you should see him now that you’re in Japan.” Ran said.

“I guess. But I’m just thinking. What if our arranged marriage is called off? Since my grandfather passed away and his grandfather has fallen sick before the marriage has even been conducted. Perhaps, Eri-kun is also thinking the same way. We’re not really in any romantic relationship, you know? It’s something our grandfathers decided.” I said.

Ran and Kana just stayed quiet. They must be feeling sorry for me. They’re happy and I’m feeling really uneasy.

We separated. I thought of what I said when I was in the Coffee shop. I decided to visit my father in our company building. I entered the elevator. 18th floor is still a long way.

My uneasiness got the better of me. My tears spilled. It sucks when you two are just connected through some contract. When I looked at my reflection in a window, I decided to go to the top floor. I can’t let my father see me like this. I looked like a child whose candy got snatched.

It was awfully quiet in the top floor. Not many people come here. It’s just a place reserved for VIPs. In this building, it’s my hiding place.

I sat on the floor, looking at the sky. I raised my hand as if touching the sky. I wished that every teardrop will solidify and turn into diamonds. ‘cause if it’ll happen, I’ll put it in a box and give it to him as a remembrance. At least that way, he’ll have something to remember me by if ever he’ll decide to break the contract.

“Your tears are beautiful.” Someone whispered to my ear. It’s strange. I’ve heard those words before. My tears stopped falling. Could it be him? The boy from my past? No way!

I turned to face the one who whispered.

Someone who wore a suit sat next to me.

My heart skipped a beat.

“It looks like it still works. It can still make you stop crying.” He said.

“It was you?” I asked, dumbfounded.

“Yes. Surprised?” he said.

“Of course. I didn’t think that what I suspected would turn out to be true.” I said.

“You already suspected?” he asked.

“Yes. Do you remember when I said that your hair and eyes look the same?” I asked.

“Ah! Yes! You did say that. So—are you disappointed?” he asked.

I shook my head. “Not at all. I’m glad it’s you. Eri-kun.” I smiled.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

3:03 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 46

46. Confrontation


The wind blows coldly in December. Snow seems to fall endlessly. In the night sky, I gazed at the moon when I caught a glimpse of a shadow in the trees nearby.

My heart skipped a beat. I wondered who it could be. I wasn’t worried since my parents are at home with me. But it bothered me still. Who on earth would stay in the cold at night?

Mom knocked on the door and entered.

“Mi-chan, your dad and I will attend a party with some of his business acquaintances. Lock up the door, alright?” she said.

“Huh? You didn’t tell me about this.” I said.

“I know. I’m sorry. But it came as a short notice. And your grandfather said we have to attend.” She said.

I sighed. Well, it’s not like I can tell them not to go. And besides, it’s probably urgent since grandfather told them that.

“Alright. Have fun. Oh! And mom, if you happen to pass by the Cake shop we usually went to, can you buy chocolate cake? Please?” I said.

She chuckled. “Sure. Well, we might take long so sleep first, okay? Good night.”

“Uhn! Good night!” I said. Mom left my room.

After a minute, I rushed out of my room.

“Dad! Have fun tonight! And drive safely.” I shouted from the stairs. They were already at the door.

Dad smiled. “Of course. Good night, Mizuki”

I smiled. They left. I stood there in the quiet room.

The door bell ringed.

Did they forget something? But they could have entered the house without doing that.

It might not be them. I felt chill through my spine.

I went to the door and peeked at the hole. I opened the door.

“What is it?” I said, rudely.

“Ah! It’s just that—“ He stuttered.

“Say it.” I said.

“I want to talk to you.” He said.

“What do you want to talk about, Takeshima?” My fist clenched.

“Ah! It’s nothing.” He suddenly said and turned away.

My body felt like boiling lava. I couldn’t stop myself anymore.

“Hey! You there! Tell me. Was what I was thinking all along just made-up? Was it all for nothing? Did I hear wrong? I really thought you said those words. Can you at least do something? Help me, make me wake up from this dream. If it's needed, say harsh words to me. Make me understand it was all a mistake. You don't have to act so kind. 'cause if you do. I'll just fall over you again. So make me stop before I lose control. Crush my heart, break it apart. Just to make sure, that it won't beat for you again. So tell me. Say something to clear things up. Am I just thinking things too far? Don't make me look so damn pathetic. I don't need your pity. I need your answer, whether it's good or bad. I need it to wake myself up.” I shouted.

My tears keep on spilling. It was as if the entire pretense were gone. My heart was crushed when it all happened. I wanted to forget all of it. But I can’t because I haven’t found the right answer yet.

He faced me. “I love you. I really do. I was wrong when I did those things. I hurt your feelings. But I still love you. So please, let's start over again.”

It wasn’t enough.

“There you go, saying those words again. But after that, you will go all gaga over some other girl again. Let's stop pretending. I'd rather have you say that you were joking. Or you fall out of it first. Just don't make me hope for something that’s not going to happen. I thought that after I hear something positive, my locked-up heart will open for you again. But I thought wrong. It doesn't beat for you. I guess, I was just saying the things I should have said in the past. You don't belong to my present anymore.” I don’t understand myself anymore. I thought I’d be satisfied if I hear those words again.

“Please give me another chance. I'd do anything. Just let me prove myself.” His words just make me doubt him even more.

“You really don't get it do you? Rather than giving up, you're willing to try again? Haven't you had enough? Don't you think it's tiresome? Getting pushed away by me, avoided. You'll just make yourself pitiful. I'm getting tired of pushing you away.”

“Then why not let me get closer to you?”

“No. I'm telling you to stop. I'm sorry I said those words to you awhile back. I shouldn't have lifted your hopes up. I didn't think that those feelings I had for you can be changed so easily.”

“You're lying.”

“I'm not.”

“You're lying and I know it. You're mine.”

“Stop it! I'm getting tired of this. You're right. I lied. I liked you. No. I guess it already turned to love. But compared to that, I'm more tired of disappointment. Over and over again, you've made me throw away my heart. No one can reach it, not even you.”

“No. You love me. And only me. I have your heart.”

“Then I'm taking it back. Or would you rather keep my black heart? Don't make me say what I want to say right now.”

“Say it.”

“You'll regret it.”

“I don't care! Say it.”

“Fine! I hate you the most! For making me fall for you, betraying me, and even saying you love me. I've had enough. I'm not even in the mood of getting jealous. I can even forgive you right now if it means you'll leave me alone. So now, I forgive you for all the things you've done. Don't chase after me anymore. Please. Just let me live my life the way I want to. Don't mess my life. I beg you. Don't look at me with the same eyes. If you must know, I already have someone I love, whole-heartedly.”

“Is it him?”

“Yes.”

“Right. I get it. Fine. Do as you wish. But that guy can't make you happy.”

“In your eyes, maybe. But right now, I'm the happiest person in the world when I'm right by his side.” I’m not even certain of what I said.

“Can you just—“

“Takeshima, even if you say that my heart is still yours and even if I convince myself that I can give you a chance, I will never be happy if I’m with you. I’ll never be happy with someone I can’t give my whole trust.” I said, meeting his eyes.

His eyes were sad. “Ah! If you say that then I might just give up on you.” I nodded. He left.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

3:02 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 45

45.  Let’s settle things


My head hurts. All those lessons about business and so on were enough for me to feel nauseous.

I just woke up from my 5-hour sleep and now preparing for modeling with Eri-kun.

The bath refreshed my tired body. I hope that this modeling won’t take too long. I want to get some sleep.

“Mi-chan! Are you finished? Chou is already waiting.” Mom asked from the living room.

“Yes. I’m almost finished.” I said from my room.

I just picked up my white tank top, brown pedal, and black Grecian sandals.

I’m done.

I hurried downstairs and grabbed my sandwich and fresh milk. I don’t want to go on an empty stomach.

The sky is so clear. It’d be great for a photo shoot outdoors.

“Good morning, Mizuki-chan.” Eri-kun greeted.

“Uhn! Good morning, Eri-kun.” I said.

We went inside the car. Chou drove towards the venue.

“By the way, I was just wondering. Where is your driver Haruki?” I asked. Eri-kun has been driving with me in my grandfather’s car.

“Ah! He’s with my grandfather. Grandfather is attending a conference with all the business all over the world. Haruki is driving for him as well as acting as bodyguard.” Eri-kun said. Oh! So that’s it.

The equipments were all set. The crew was also assembled.

“Here, Minami-san. Please follow me. We have to put some make-up on you.” One of them said.

“Okay. But what should I wear?” I asked.

“Ah! That’ll be alright. What Konoe-san is wearing seems to be complementing yours, so it’s fine if you both have your first picture with that on.” She said.

“Ah. Okay.” I finally said.

When I looked at the mirror, I was surprised that I thought I was looking at another person. She’s really pretty. I blushed as I realized that I was looking at myself. How conceited.

“Alright! Let’s start. Minami-san, Konoe-san—you remember what I told you, right?” The photographer said.

“Yes!” We said in sync.

We took poses that he asked us to make. Even if it was a little bit touchy-feely, we just went through it t finish it in one shot.

They made me wear just about anything from formal clothes to bikini. Well, of course. Being photographed while wearing a two-piece swim suit and Eri-kun on his swimming trunks, it was really awkward and embarrassing especially that we have to stick to each other and touch some parts. I was blushing the whole time and sometimes, when I happen to glance at Eri-kun I can see his blushing face.

“Alright! That’s all wrapped up.!” The photographer said.

“Yes! Thank you for the hard work everyone.” Eri-kun and I bowed.

We changed into our own clothes and got something to eat while the others were preparing to leave.

“Minami-san and Konoe-san really look like professional models, aren’t they?”

“Yeah! And they have some kind of chemistry, don’t you think?”

“Uhn! Right. Minami-san looked pretty on her first picture. She looked cute but mature on her formal clothes and, she looked really beautiful and seductive on her swimsuit. But all in all, she made all those clothes her own brand, no?”

“Yes! Yes! I agree. And also, Konoe-san looked really cool on his first picture as well. He’s like the idol of the teens nowadays. He looked like a prince on his formal clothes. And he looked so damn hot and alluring on his swimming trunks. Kyaaa!”

I chuckled.

“So damn hot and alluring. Pfft!” I laughed as I repeated the woman’s words.

“Hey! Hey! Stop laughing.” Eri-kun said, blushing.

“Pfft! Sorry—I can’t help it.” I laughed out loud.

“You’re one to talk. What was that again? Umm—Really beautiful and seductive, right?” he teased.

“Gak! Alright! Alright! I’ll quit laughing. Just stop it. It’s embarrassing.” I said.

“Ah! Minami-san, Konoe-san—here are some of the copies of today’s pictures.” The photographer said.

“Yes. Thank you.” I said.

“Well, we’ll be seeing you next week, eh?” he said.

“Yes. And thank you for the hard work.” I said.

“You too.” He said and left.

I looked at the photos.

“Whoa! Amazing! It looks so professional.” I commented.

“Hmm—I agree. It seems so impossible.” Eri-kun said.

Then when I looked at the last photo, my jaw dropped.

“What’s the matter? Let me see.” He said, taking the photo.

“No. Don’t!” I said, grabbing it from his hand.

“Hey! That’s not fair! Let me see that!” His hands were fast, grabbing my waist and taking the photo out of my hand. He looked at it and smiled at me.

“It’s mine.” He said, putting the photo inside his wallet. Ugh! Curse the photographer for making it in wallet size. Now Eri-kun has my photo wearing my bikini.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

3:01 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 44

44.Free at last


“What do you mean by that?” Takeda said to the class.

“Well, isn’t it obvious? From nerd to cool guy. It’s quite a transformation. What gives?” a classmate said.

“Minami-san helped me. That’s all. Anyway. Sensei, I think you’re not feeling well. I’ll take you to the Infirmary.” Takeda said, taking Itoh-sensei. She looked rather frail. Was what I said really made her that shocked?

They left the room. The class chattered.

“What exactly happened? And before, Minami-san said about doing things since the beginning. What was that about, Minami-san?” a girl asked.

“Ah! He likes her. That’s why he changed.” I said, returning to my sit.

“You okay?” Eri-kun asked.

“Uhn! Thanks for saving me. That was cool.” I grinned. He chuckled.

“Still, even if his looks have changed, his brains won’t do the same.” Someone commented.

“Don’t underestimate him.” Ran said, dryly.

“Huh?” The class wondered.

“By the way, why didn’t you say anything earlier?” I asked Ran.

“It was too troublesome.” She answered.

“Mori-san, what exactly do you mean?” a classmate asked.

“He’s someone who suffers in inferiority complex. Once that’s gone, he can compete with any honor student.” Ran said. “Someone who has answered my exam reviewer with more than the passing grade isn’t someone you can underestimate.”

The class felt awed. Ran was talking about her national mock exam reviewers.

“Wait. He did say something about you helping him. When did that happen?” Eri-kun asked me.

“I’ve been coaching him for a week now. I asked for Ran and Kana’s help as well.” I said.

“And Jun, too! He helped in making Takeda get used to good posture and poise.” Kana said.

“Ah! Yes.  Kana and Jun-kun coached Takeda to have a new image while Ran and Ryu-kun tested him mentally.” I said.

“Then what did you do?” Eri-kun asked.

“I taught him Hayao’s characteristics. But of course, it’s still up to him how he can pull it off. It’d be no use if he’d chicken out in the end.” I said.

“Good point.” Eri-kun said.

“I wonder what they’re doing now.” Someone said.

“Maybe they’re—“ they laughed at the possibility.

“No. I don’t think so.” I said. I don’t think Takeda will do it in school. I taught him that.

“Are you sure about that?” They asked.

I shrugged. “Ah! But I’m sure that I’m freed. I’m looking forward to a good night’s sleep tonight.” I exhaled.

Classes went by fast. With all the awestruck responses from the class on every intellectual and cool deed Takeda did, time seemed to move rather quickly.

“Ah! Minami-san.” Takeda called. We were already near the gate. Chou waited for us in the car.

“Yes? What is it Takeda?” I said.

“Um—thank you for helping me. Mori-san, Hibino-san and Matsumoto-san as well, thank you. Ah! Mori0-san, please tell Kobayashi-senpai as well.” Takeda said.

“Okay.” Ran said.

“So, what happened between you and sensei?” Kana asked.

“Ah! I think we’ve come to an understanding. Rest assured, Minami-san will not be bothered by her anymore.” He smiled.

“Really? That’s good news.” I smiled. “Well, good luck to both of you.” He nodded and left.

“You’re still having your training? What is it now?” Ran asked.

“Er—tutorials on different classes. The same with what we have in school, only it’s more advanced. And um—“ I checked on my schedule. “It seems I’ll be doing modeling every Saturday and Sundays.”

“Modeling?” Kana repeated.

“Advanced classes—“ Ran’s forehead creased.

Ack! They’re not thinking that I’m taking away their spotlight, right? I’ve got to clear things up before it gets big.

“Yes. It was grandfather’s orders. Anyway, it’s just to prove that I’m really someone they expect me to be. It’s bothersome, really.” I sighed.

“Tsk! It’s a good thing I’m not the Young Miss of my family. Well, if you need help with anything, don’t hesitate to ask.” Ran said.

I nodded.                                                                                                

“Ah! Also, if you need some pointers on modeling, I can help you. Did they enter you in an agency?” Kana asked.

“Erm—Eri-kun, did they say anything about an agency?” I asked Eri-kun.

“Eh? He’ll do it as well?” Kana asked. Ran’s forehead creased again.

“Ah! Yes. But he won’t be having tutorials like I am.” I said. Ran’s face relaxed.

She must’ve thought that it’s too much if Eri-kun will have advanced classes as well. He’s already on a different level.

“Ah—No. They didn’t enter us on any agency. But the modeling is basically to train us in front of the camera. Since the media fussed about everything.” He said. “It’s a good thing your hair returned to blonde. They’ve stopped arguing whether you look better in blonde or black hair.”

We laughed.

“Well, see you tomorrow guys. Chou must be bored already. Bye.” I said to them.

“Yeah! Bye!” They said.

Eri-kun opened the car door for me. We got in and drove off.

That night was the first without receiving any of Sensei’s pictures.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

3:00 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 43

43. The Cinderella guy?


Yawn. Blink.

Oh. Homeroom is over?

I yawned again. I fell asleep while listening to my iPhone. Whatever the teacher said is nothing important anyway. I clicked on the new song I downloaded.

“I like the way you sound in the morning. We’re on the phone and without a warning. I realized your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard. I like the way I can’t keep my focus. I watch you talk, you didn’t notice. I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together. Every time you smile, I smile. And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you. Whoa I’m feeling you baby. Don’t be afraid to jump then fall. Jump then fall into me. Be there never gonna leave you. See that you wanna be with me too. I’m gonna stay through it all so jump then fall.” I sang.

Someone poked me.

“Hmm?” I looked at who it was. I was looking at the window.

“That song. What title?” Kana-chan asked.

“Ah. Jump then Fall.” I said.

“Eh? It sounds good. Let me hear it. Who’s the artist?” she asked, putting the other earphone to her ear.

“Taylor Swift.”

“I like the way your hair falls in your face. You got the keys to me. I love each freckle on your face. Oh. I’ve never been so wrapped up. Honey I like the way you’re everything I ever wanted. I had time to think it over. And all I can say is come closer. Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me.” She sang. She’s getting better at pronouncing English words.

“Every time you smile, I smile. And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you. “ I sang with her. “Whoa, I’m feeling you baby. Don’t be afraid to jump then fall. Jump then fall into me. Be there never gonna leave you. See that you wanna be with me too. I’m gonna stay through it all so jump then fall. “

“The bottoms gonna drop out from underneath. I’ll catch you. I’ll catch you. And people say things that bring you to your knees. I’ll catch you. The time is gonna come when you’re so mad you could cry. But I’ll hold you through the night until you smile.”she sang, touching Jun’s chin. I just noticed, his seat was close to ours.

“Whoa. I need you baby. Don’t be afraid. Please jump then fall. Jump then fall into me. Be there never gonna leave you. See that you wanna be with me too. I’m gonna stay through it all so jump then fall.”I almost messed up when singing this. I kept myself from laughing. Jun was both annoyed and liking it.

“Jump then fall. Baby. Jump then fall into me. Into me. Every time you smile, I smile. And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you. And every time you’re here Baby I’ll show you. I’ll show you we can jump then fall. Jump then fall. Jump then fall into me. Into me. “ Kana and I finished the song with her hugging Jun.

I took off my earphone and place my iPhone inside my pocket. Ran sighed. “That was a good performance. But the two of you should restrain yourselves. It’s still daylight.” She said, looking at Kana and Jun. Jun blushed. Kana stuck out her tongue. I chuckled.

Ran and Kana argued about some of the English words Kana found hard to pronounce. The other students just looked astonished.

“A fan of T.S.?” Eri-kun asked. I nodded. “Hmm—you sang it well.”

“Thanks. But I almost messed up on some parts.” I said, blushing. It’d be so humiliating if he heard me sing weirdly.

He laughed. “What are you saying? You sung better.” I blushed.

“You’re totally red.” He teased.

“Hey! Stop teasing me.” I pouted.

He fought back laughter. “Oops. Sorry. Sorry. I just couldn’t help myself. You looked really cute when you blush.”

Eh? I look cute? I blushed again. “Ugh! You’re saying weird stuff.” I said, looking away.

“Class. You’re math teacher is currently taking his leave due to family matters. This class period will be spent through self-study. That’s all. Class president, report to me if anything happens.” The Science teacher said.

“Yes, sir.” The class president said.

I slumped on my chair.

Why am I so tired these days?

“You okay?” Ran asked.

I sighed.

“I don’t think so. Look at my eye bags!” I said, showing it to her.

“I don’t see them.” She said after inspecting it.

“Huh? Look at them! It’s visible.” I said.

“It’s not.” Ran said firmly.

“Kana, you can see my eye bags right?” I said.

“Nope. Can’t see it. Anyway, this is the first time you complain about these things. What’s the matter? You haven’t been sleeping well?” Kana said.

I sighed. “You can’t see it, huh? I’m just tired these days. Put yourselves in my shoes. What’d you do if Itoh-sensei has been visiting your house quite too often saying it’s tutorial. And on Saturdays and Sundays, calling you for anything nonsensical. And before you sleep your phone beeps. It was her sending you a picture of her in night gown.” I said, shivering.

They looked like they wanted to puke.

“See what I mean?”

The door opened. Itoh-sensei appeared and she looked directly at me and smiled.

What is it now?

She put down her things on her table and came to me, sitting on my table.

What the heck is with this teacher? Ugh! I’ve had enough.

“Sensei, can you please stop doing these acts?” I said to her, seriously.

She touched my lips. “Huh? I don’t know what you mean. Can I kiss you?” She puckered her lips.

What do you mean you don’t know what I mean? You even asked that question!

“Tch! Sensei, could you possibly be a Bisexual?” I said.

“Hmm? If that’s what you call it. But I’m just fond of good-looking and hot people. Like you for instance.” She said, her lips getting near mine.

“Stop. Itoh!” I said, gritting my teeth. I don’t feel like calling her sensei anymore.

“Kyaa—You called me Itoh! Say it again!” She said, cupping my face.

Ugh! I thought I sounded rude. But what the heck? She liked it?

“Come on. Say it.” She said. She put her hand under my skirt and touched my legs, moving upwards.

Honestly, it’s not like I will lose anything if she touched these parts since we’re both of the same gender. But doing this with the whole class looking at us and my legs, it’s just plain wrong.

There was a swift movement. “Sensei, stop harassing my fiancée.” Eri-kun said, holding Itoh-sensei’s wrist. I blushed. The class must have been feeling it as well.

“Oh? Are you jealous Konoe-kun?” she said, smiling menacingly.

“Why would I be jealous? You’re both girls.” Eri-kun said, looking pissed.

“That doesn’t mean anything. Even if we’re both girls, we can still do xxx.” She said.

“Whoa! Hold on! What are you saying?! Geez—I’m never going to do that with you.” I said to Sensei, standing up.

“Awww. You don’t want to do it with me but with him?” she said, pointing at Eri-kun.

This is too much. Eri-kun and I haven’t even kissed and she said that. Ugh!

“Hmph! Making things up. How despicable. Are you really that disappointed that I don’t want to do it with you? Don’t you think it’s about time you give up? You and your night gown or whatsoever doesn’t arouse me one bit. I’m a female! And now you’re even including Eri-kun, have you no shame? Do you want to go to jail? You know what? even for a teacher you’re so damn annoying!” I blurted out. I nearly lost my breath. She looked so shocked.

“B-but! Hayao!” she said, clinging to me. Eri-kun restrained her.

“I’m Mizuki!” I shouted. “Gah! I’ve had enough!” I slammed the table. “You! Stop being a coward and do what you should have done since the beginning.”

The class quieted down. They didn’t understand what I said. Even Eri-kun was confused.

“Alright. I get what you mean.” A guy said, standing up and coming towards us.

“Huh? Who’s he?” my classmates asked.

The guy removed his glasses. “I’m Kyouta Takeda.”

“Eh? That glasses guy?”

“That braces guy?”

“Yes.” Takeda said.

“No way! He transformed!” everyone said.

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Friday, June 4th 2010

2:58 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 42

42.Weird


“Ehhhhhhh?”

“You will, right?” Itoh-sense said, blushing. What are you blushing for? You know that I’m Mizuki, right?! A girl!

“Ah! Sensei, you said that class is starting right? I’ll go to my seat right now.” I said, hastily freeing myself from her.

“Remember. Your punishment isn’t over yet.” Ran said.

“But!” I complained.

“No Buts!” she hissed.

I sighed. “Okay. I understand.” I went to my seat.

Things are starting to get weird. Ah! Eri-kun!

“Good morning Harou!” I said, waving my hand.

He noticed. “Good morning. So you’re Hayao today?”

“Yeah. This is punishment for taking a vacation without asking for permission.” I grinned.

“Oh? But you better not overdo it. Itoh-sensei looked like she found her prey.” He warned.

I gulped. “Haha. Really. Don’t scare me like that. What she did still gives me the creeps.” I trembled. “But for the whole day, I have to act like Hayao.” I sighed.

“Class, answer pages 278 and 230. Place your answers on an intermediate pad.” Itoh-sensei said.

Ah—These questions are really easy. I finished it all already when Itoh-sensei came to me.

“Sensei?” I said.

“Is there anything you don’t understand?” she said, sitting on my table and leaning towards me. Eep! Her boobs are showing. What does she think of me? A lesbian? Argh!

“Ah! No. I understood it all.” I moved back. “It’s alright. Thanks.” She suddenly looks pissed. She slammed the table, I almost jumped.

“I will fail you in your final grade if you don’t make a wrong answer. I’ll deduct 100 points from your grade if you won’t ask me anything.” She demanded.

What? She’s messed up.

“Ah! Um—Sensei. I said it’s alright. Er—is it okay to talk to me like that in class?” I said.

“I don’t care about them at all. I’ll do the same to them if you won’t do as you’re told.” She said. What! She’s evil!

Ah! She’s like this because I’m Hayao today. Fine! If that’s what you want.

I chortled. I got up from my chair. “Sensei, were you serious?” I asked, imitating a man’s voice. She gulped. I touched face. My face near hers, I let her feel my breath. The class just watched in silence. I let my fingers slide down slightly towards her cleavage. This is no problem for me at all. Since I have what she is. Even if hers are a lot bigger. She blushed, bright red.

“Sensei. Please don’t say those things. Our education is important. Please take back what you said.” I said, tugging at her top. Her boobs wobbled. I almost laughed.

“Only if you kiss me. And not a light one.” She suddenly said.

What!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My eye widened in shock. No! Wait! I won’t go that far!

I hid my thoughts and maintained a calm face. I chortled. “If that’s what you wish.” I said. “Close your eyes. I don’t feel comfortable if you open it. And—I won’t continue if you open it.” I whispered. I laughed inside my mind.

“Okay.” She said, satisfied. She closed her eyes in anticipation. I quickly got my sketch book and pentel pen.

‘Guys! Help! To those who have an interest in her—please raise your hand! She wants a kiss! Class! Please cooperate! We can’t let her give us failing grades.’  I wrote these words on my sketch book and showed it to the whole class. They looked at each other. They hesitated. Then at last, someone raised his hand. The only nerd with glasses and braces.

Ah! But you can’t hope for too much right? Poor sensei. Oh! Well. I had him come near us.

“Megane-kun, please remove your braces first. We can’t let her know that you’re not me.” I whispered to him. He nodded, blushing. Oh boy! Ah! Right! The scent. “Wait. Eat this gum. Then I’ll spray some of my perfume on you.”

I ate some gum with the same flavor and went to the teacher. I got a handkerchief out from my pocket. “Itoh-sensei, I’ll put this on you so that it’ll be more fun.” I said, letting her smell my breath. She nodded. I blind-folded her. Now that I think about it, she’s a masochist isn’t she?

I signaled the nerd to come. He did. “Alright. When I give you the signal, you can start.” He nodded, excitedly. He’s kind of perverted. Ah! Isn’t he the one who gets the lowest score in class? And yet he looks nerdy. Ah! Whatever.

I touched the teacher’s lips. “Okay!” I whispered to the nerd.

He went near the teacher, his lips almost touching hers. I motioned the students to move out of the room. They did, hastily. Eri-kun was still sitting. I grabbed his hand and almost dragged him out of the room.

The teacher and the nerd were left inside. The doors were closed and the students looked like they were ready to puke. I’m also one of them.

“I told you, didn’t I?” Eri-kun said.

“Yeah. But—“ I pouted.

He chuckled. “By the way, you can’t let them do H stuff right?” Ah! I covered my mouth. “Don’t tell me you didn’t think about that.” I nodded.

“Ah! I’m going to stop them now. And well—before she finds out she was kissing a different person.” I took out a tissue from my pocket and went back inside. I signaled the nerd to stop but he still continued. Gah! Oi! I said stop! Damn! It pisses me off.

I kicked the nerd and sent him flying, followed with a thud. I leaned on Itoh-sensei and wiped her lips delicately. I removed the blindfold. She opened her eyes, dazed. She was bright red. I smiled. “Is that alright?” She nodded. “That’s good.”

“Where did the students go?” she asked.

“I sent them out. I wanted to have some privacy. Sensei, this thing should not happen again. Do you understand what I’m saying?” she nodded.

I smiled. I felt guilty. But I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Well—whatever. That nerd likes her but I think I should teach him a lesson for overdoing it.

I got the nerd alone and scolded him. He looked sorry. I think, he’ll try to make himself cool and confess to sensei. Well—who knows?

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Friday, June 4th 2010

2:57 AM

Showered By the Stars Chapter 41

41.  Tears


My tears kept falling, we were already skipping class.

“Damn it! I don’t know myself anymore. Why am I being so bothered with these kinds of things?” I said.

“Mizuki, you’re human. You’re a girl as well. Even if you’re so strong on the outside, you can’t stop your feelings that easily.” Ran said.

“During the times when I left home, my mind was full of him. It’s embarrassing but my body kept on remembering his embrace. Even if I brushed my teeth a lot of times, it still remembered his kisses. I even tried to drown myself just to take this out of my system.”

“So, all you think about is Takeshima, and then what are you going to do? Would you go confess to him? He’s still chasing after you, right?” Ran said.

My tears stopped flowing. I sniffed. I inhaled and exhaled, calming myself down.

This time, I made my decision.

“Even if I love him this much, I won’t confess to him. His place is by Ai’s side. I feel sorry for her. I barely know Takeshima, you know. But she’s liked him ever since they were together. They might have been separated for awhile and that may have put a gap between the two of them, but if you just saw how happy they were when they met again, and then you’ll know that they still love each other. Gah! I’m feeling mad right now. That Takeshima is such an idiot. I know that in his heart, he still has Ai inside. I was just a replacement. But when he knew that I started to like him and yet his true feelings were shown right in front of me, his feelings for me right now are because he’s guilty.”

Ran sighed. “I guess, you’ve got a point right there. But will you be okay if you hold back your feelings just because you feel sorry for Ai and those reasons about Takeshima?”

“Hmm—Maybe not right away. Though I don’t like seeing them together, I also don’t like to see Ai watching me and Takeshima together. It would look like I stole her boyfriend. Geez—It’s not my style. Seriously!” I rolled my eyes. They laughed.

“You sure seem determined.” Kana said. I grinned.

“Of course.”

“Ah! And what about Eri-kun? What did the two of you do when you were away?” she teased.

“Eh? We just had a lot of fun. That’s all. And we talked. I think I’m able to understand him quite a bit now.”

“Nothing romantic happened?”

I blushed.

“Eh? There was! What was it? When? How? Tell us!” Kana insisted.

“Well—there was that time when he saved me from drowning. I pretended it was a joke so as not to make him worry. Then he said something about punishment.—“

“And then? Oi! Mizuki! Continue what you were saying!” Kana said, impatient.

“Um—it suddenly happened. He got so near me that I thought he’d k—Gyaaa! But then he pinched my nose then swam.” I blushed.

Ran and Kana looked at each other and exchanged weird looks. “Is that so?”

“Ah! But really—nothing happened. But he looked kind of cute when he blushed though—“ I chuckled. “I had to pretend I didn’t notice.”

“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?” Kana sighed.

I grinned. “Perhaps. He’s kind of cool, you know. My type.” I winked at them.

“Oh?” Ran blinked. “You look so happy. Haven’t you considered your punishment from us yet?”

Gak! That! I completely forgot. “I shouldn’t have run away.”

“Too late for that now.” Ran said. “Kana, get the materials.”

“Yes! Tee-hee” Kana smiled, menacingly.

Grr—This is so embarrassing. What would they think if they see me like this? And on top of that, I have to act like it?

“All set! Hayao-kun get inside ‘cause we’re already late.” Ran said, pushing me.

“Tee-hee—you look so cool Mizuki—Ah! Hayao-kun! Tee-hee.” Kana said, clinging to me. I blushed. What’s with them? Making me wear boy’s school uniform, braiding my hair and tying it. I really look like a play boy. Geez—they’re seriously having fun.

Ran opened the classroom door.

“You’re late. English Class is about to start, where were you? Did you even bring your homework?” Itoh-sensei said.

“Aww—Geez—such temper. You’ll get old early if you’re like that.” Kana said.

Gah! Somehow I think I should save this situation or else, we’ll get failing grades.

“Um—.“ I went inside, going to the teacher’s table. “Sensei. I’m sorry we’re late. But could you please, let.it.slip.for.now?” I said, leaning on the table.

“Kyaaaaaaaaaa!” The girls screamed. Damn! This is embarrassing.

 I seduced her as a play boy, my face near hers. Man! She was bright red. I can almost see heart forming in her eyes.

“Ah—You are?” she said, dazed.

“Just call me Hayao.” I said, smiling sweetly.

“You’re from this class? I don’t even think you’re from this school.” She said. So she fell for it. Hmm—No worries.

“Hmm? Sensei, I study here. My seat is over there.” I pointed to where my chair is.

“Ah? But that’s Minami-san’s seat.” She said, still dazed and looking at me like a girl in love.

I grinned.

“Sensei, you’re currently talking to Mizuki’s split personality Hayao-kun.” Ran said out loud.

Gak! Split personality?

“Oh? So Minami can also do that?” a guy from my class said.

“She totally looked like a guy.” Someone said.

Ehehehe—Ran! Kana! Grrr! Ah! Whatever. Am I going to be in trouble now that Sensei knows?

“So you are like that?” Itoh-sensei said. Ack! What? She’s mad! “I like you already!”

Huh?! What did she say?

“I knew that you were different.” She said, clinging to me. Oh man! What’s with this woman? “Will you be my special student and come to my special classes, alone?”

“Ehhhhhhhhhhh??” The whole class along with my voice echoed our surprise.

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